sometimes

 I wonder if i‘m insane 

and on an entirely false path

but then I remember

how I smile when I understand something

how I feel when I can say something and it is understood

how I feel when I can say something to change someone’s world

 

sometimes I wonder if i‘m insane

and on the wrong path

 

but then I remember

how pain always feels so sweet when it turns

how she makes me laugh so hard just with a text

how exhausted but happy I am after a long day

 

sometimes I wonder if i‘m insane

and on a slightly off path

 

but then I remember

how i‘m working for what I want  

how the sun is shinisometimesng when I really need it

how I feel when energy courses through my body

 

sometimes I wonder if i‘m insane

and on a path that-

 

but then I remember

how he smiles in the morning

how cold sheets glide against warm skin

how he breathes next to me

 

the scent of woods and wind

 

I remember

love is

everywhere